Brutal Honesty Hour

Oh hey. If there's one thing that hasn't changed it's the fact that I still don't sleep at night. So, why not do a random blog post that no one will ever read. Found this fun little list on Pinterest and thought it might be fun... Here we go!

A - If I'm in love

In love? no. Do I care about someone an extreme amount and probably someone who I will never be IN love with? yes.

B - Who the last person I talked to on the phone

Hadlie. My BFF since 3rd grade. We keep each other semi-sane.

C - How long it's been since I've kissed somebody

Middle of November.

D - If I have a preference for boys or girls

Not sure what they mean by this one. Relationships? Only guys. Other aspects of life? I like having a nephew and I like having nieces. I like having both guy friends and girl friends. I guess I feel like we all bring a lot of different things to the table and it makes life fun.

E - How many piercings I have

Just one in each ear. Although I have been wanting more. 😬 I mean, how cute is this?

I would never get that many cause I couldn't pull it off, but I think it's cute. Also, with me being SUPER allergic to metal, the chances of me ever getting more piercings is highly unlikely. And I'm a baby and scared it would hurt like hell.

F - hot or cold

I guess in general I would say cold. I don't like hot drinks, I prefer cold weather (hello sweaters!), and I like sleeping in a cold room.

G - the last person I said 'I love you' to

I think my mom.

H - The last person I hugged

I think also my mom.

I - The last time I felt jealous and why

Probably tonight while scrolling through Insta. Fashion bloggers, am I right?! ... perfect body, perfect hair, perfect makeup, perfect job, perfect wardrobe, perfect hubby, perfect life, never a problem in the world. Okay, so that's probably not true, but I give them credit for really keeping their Instagrams lookin fabulous... and totally unbelievable.

J - Are you insecure

Haha... see above answer. YES, so much. It's one of my biggest flaws.

K - What my full name is

Kylie Gwen Maxfield

L - If I have siblings

Yes, one older sister and one older brother.

M - If I forgive betrayal

Oooof. I guess it depends on the situation.

N - Favorite animal

I don't think I have one. I'm honestly not much of an animal person.

O - Where would I like to travel

I really want to go back to the Baltic Sea area. That or Disneyland, let's be real.

P - What kind of music I like

I guess I would say the top charts stuff. Pop. Shocker... I love T-Swift and Ed Sheeran. I also love Parachute. Like a lot. One Republic, Train, Coldplay, Five for Fighting. I just love music in general. If I had to pick between music and tv, I'd pick music.

Q - Favorite flower

I'm not really a flower person. But I guess I'd have to say the classic red roses are always fun to get.

R - Is cheating ever okay

No.

S - 2 habits

I bite my nails or I guess I should say cuticles 😫😩😩 and I crack my neck

T - 3 things I love unconditionally

My family, Bear Lake, Sports

U - Favorite time of year and why

I'm torn. Winter - because of the cute clothes. I'm a sucker for sweaters and boots. Summer - because boating, duh! and Fall - because there's so many fun activities to do, the leaves are beautiful, and again... cute clothes!

V - Big dreams

Biggest is to have my own family - a hubby and kids. And let's be real. At this point that is a BIG dream 😂 I also would love to travel more and have an actual career that I love and am successful in.

W - If I've done something I regret very much

Yes.

X - 3 turn ons

Sense of humor, dresses nicely, not afraid to have fun and be goofy

Y - 3 turn offs

Never says thank you, not able to hold a conversation, immaturity

Z - What excites you

Excitement... jk (thanks Arie!... anyone watch The Bachelor?) I'd say hanging out with friends, my nieces and nephew, any sort of trip - big or small

Well, I don't think that was exactly BRUTAL. Those were pretty basic. But it's a fun little reintroduction to who I am today. Ya know. Since I haven't been around here since Pluto was actually considered a planet. Okay, so it hasn't been THAT long. But still. It's been a while. A long long while.

Confessions of an Introvert

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In a world where extroversion is highly valued I find myself a permanent introvert, and I'm okay with that. The word generally has a negative connotation associated with it but I can assure you that it's not always a bad thing. I would say I have been an introvert my entire life and it makes up part of who I am so here they are... my confessions of being an introvert. 

1. If a store is excessively crowded I usually leave no matter how bad I wanted whatever I was there for. Black Friday shopping is especially not my thing. 

2. I love being by myself. I cherish each and every second of my alone time. 

3. Small talk isn't just small talk for me. It's an extremely stressful and anxiety filled situation and my brain basically stops functioning. 

4.  I struggle with being social at school. When I go to school it's basically sit down, take notes, and leave as fast as I can. 

5. I like meeting new people as long as they approach me first.

6. I hate making phone calls, especially if I don't know the person on the other end. I don't really like talking on the phone in general unless I'm in a specific mood. I think texting is usually sufficient but of course there are exceptions to this. 

7. I need downtime to recover after big outings or events so you might not see me for a few days. I'll be around, just not social. 

8. The perfect weekend night is Netflix binging with maybe 1 or 2 other people. I can't even imagine the anxiety attack that would end my world if you put me in a club or serious party scene. 

9. Parties scare me and I dreaded dances in high school more than I care to admit. I didn't go to one girls choice dance. 

10. I'm generally happy even if I don't look like it. That look of my face is me in deep thought and over analyzing everything. That's just me in my own little world. 

11. I may not like talking to every person I see, but I can people watch till the cows come home. Take me to the park and I'll be content watching people stroll by. People are just so fascinating to me. From afar that is. 

12. I get attached to people. I don't open up easily to many people so when I do, I trust that they really care about me and I want them around. 

13. I would rather clean toilets than participate in small group discussions/projects in classes. 

Well there you have it, some more insight into my weird quirks that make me Kylie. Now someone do me a favor and write a "Confessions of an Extrovert" post so I can understand that side a little. ;) 

TMI

This has been going around for a while and it sounded fun to me... so why not!? 

1: What are you wearing? Navy blue polka dot boxer pajama shorts and my "on deck for the cure" t-shirt I got on a cruise.
2: Ever been in love? In between. A little bit of yes, a little bit of no. I guess my answer would be partially in love. 
3: Ever had a terrible breakup? Yes. Yes. Definitely. 
4: How tall are you? 5'3''
5: How much do you weigh? It depends how many sour patch watermelon I have in my mouth. 
6: Any tattoos? nope 
7: Any piercings? one in each ear 
8: OTP (one true pair, favorite fictional couple)? Cory & Topanga 
9: Favorite show? Bachelor/Bachelorette unfortunately
10: Favorite bands? The Scene Aesthetic/Prince of Spain... same guys... 2 different "groups"/Names 
11: Something you miss? Childhood and elementary school 
12: Favorite song? So many, but let's go with Faster - Matt Nathanson
13: How old are you? 22 as of July 14th 
14: Zodiac sign? Cancer 
15: Quality you look for in a partner? affectionate 
16: Favorite Quote? "Life is all about how well you handle plan B"
17: Favorite actor? Don't have one
18: Favorite color? Yellow
19: Loud music or soft? Loud 
20: Where do you go when you’re sad? my house... I like to be alone when I'm upset. 
21: How long does it take you to shower? If I shave my legs? 15 - 20 ish otherwise about 8 ish 
22: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? Depends if I'm watching hulu while getting ready or not. On average 35 minutes 
23: Ever been in a physical fight? I used to beat my brother up kinda bad when I was little... does that count? So, I guess no.  
24: Turn on? humor 
25: Turn off? Leading me on 
26: The reason I started blogging? My sister had a blog and convinced me to start one. 
27: Fears? Masks. The world running out of Diet Coke. 
28: Last thing that made you cry? The fact that there was a 60 minute wait for Cheesecake Factory and I thought I wouldn't get to eat there and have cheesecake in place of birthday cake on my birthday. I didn't totally cry but I was hysterical on the inside. Probably because of hormones... i.e. this post
29: Last time you said you loved someone? 10 hours ago when I dropped my mom at the air port. 
30: Meaning behind the name of your blog? Just my name. I like to keep it simple. 
31: Last book you read? Prisoner B-3087 
32: The book you’re currently reading? The Westing Game because this was one of my favorite movies growing up. 
33: Last show you watched? Jimmy Fallon 
34: Last person you talked to? My cousin Paige 
35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted? Cousin  
36: Favorite food? Depends on the day 
37: Place you want to visit? Mount Rushmore 
38: Last place you were? 7-11 
39: Do you have a crush? mmmm .... yeeeeeeeah. 
40: Last time you kissed someone? Ha! Pleading the fifth. 
41: Last time you were insulted? I don't recall. 
42: Favorite flavor of sweet? Define sweet - Ice cream? Rocky road... Snow cone? black raspberry... candy? chocolate. 
43: What instruments do you play? Piano and Violin. Kinda the violin. 
44: Favorite piece of jewelry? My Tiffany and Co necklace. It doesn't give me a rash like every other piece of jewelry I own. 
45: Last sport you played? Does running count? haha I guess frisbee? 
46: Last song you sang? Play It Again 
47: Favorite chat up line? Don't have one... I'm not big into cheesy pick up lines. 
48: Have you ever used it? Nope. 
49: Last time you hung out with anyone? Right now. 
50: Who should answer these questions next? Anyone. I love to read random stuff about people!